Fashion Suicide

Fashion Suicide.Oh. Whatever. I'm  used to dressing up nicely. I should always look presentable as Mama would always tell me. Huh. I dress simply: nice fitting jeans and  Bohemian tops and empire cut tops  most of the time. I am so into these types of clothes though I love wearing shorts, too. Anything presentable and not too flashy. Pumps and heels amaze me but I'm not a fan. I'm  a doll shoes and flip flops girl. I love clothes and shoes, most of what I have are given by my aunts. I don't buy at department stores or anywhere else except in UK's (haha. Ukay-ukay) because I don't have the resources. It's fun having good ukay finds.

Anyway...

It's just that some things are beyond my control these past days. Looking funny at some situations. *smile*

*October 19, 2010:
It rained hard, so hard that I had to go wear shorts instead of my white pants. Good thing my white shoes were rubber, I didn't wear socks for it will certainly get soaked. What a nurse! I wore my pants as soon as I arrived at the hospital. I cant help but laugh at my self! Haha. I look so silly. :D

*October 20, 2010
I was just supposed to inject Lolo's Clexane but I ended up going to the city with Lola! I didn't have time to change into something decent. A dare this is. Went to the bank, mall and my dermatologist wearing this: Oversized football jersey, shorts (yuck, flowery!), yellow baseball cap and my Ipanema slips. I can't believe I actually went to the city with this. But it was fun.

I realized that I am not that particular with clothes anymore. It's not that I don't actually care of how I dress up. It's just that I have to make use of what I have or wear for that certain moment and I don't want to pressure myself into changing into better clothes. Because it would take me time. Hahaha. Sa pagdala lang nah ah. :D

A Letter to Gabby

I MISS HIM. Gone through our letters and journals and found this tattered letter so special.
Whew, dated over 4 years ago!

Date written: February 13, 2006

Baby, 

I've missed you. Thank you for everything. I will always be thankful for having you in my life. You came unexpectedly and I'm praying that you won't leave me the same way you came into my life.

I didn't expect I'd be loving you this much. Now, I will never be afraid to show you and let you know how much you mean to me. I'll never be afraid of crying because of love, because of you--the love of my life. you are worth my tears. Tears of joy, whatever reasons it may be. I don't care. 

I love you. I'll never exchange you for anything, for anyone. What more could I ask for?

You are everything to me. You're the one whom I want to spend my life with

You're someone whom i can't live without, the one whom I will share and fulfill my dreams with and share everything.

You're the one whom I will love for the rest of my life time, forever-if there is forever for us. 

I love you so much that I don't ever want to lose you. Yes, i can't bear to lose you.

I don't ever want to lose you. I could never hurt you. I won't leave for you.

I will always love you. Wherever you and I may be, we know in our hearts, we own each other. we have each other, nothing will change. Distance will not tear us apart.

I promise to love you beyond forever. I hope you'll do the same. Of course you will. I know, i just know you will. We are together for two months and we are doing just fine. So unexpected, so true. So familiar.

All I'm asking you is to be patient. Love me. Keep holding on and never ever let go. 

I'll never let go. I promise.

You will always be my baby. I love you so much! 

I want you to be always near me. But then, we are still studying. Let's study well, people's eyes are on us.

Someday they will see.

Take care always. Don't worry about me, I am strong. And I follow what you say 

for my betterment and for US. :)

I love you so much! I'm not being that hard-headed anymore. Quite an accomplishment.

Thank you for everything Bhe. Thank you.

Let's keep on praying. See how good He is? God always blesses us.

May He shower us with more blessings and strengthen us more. 

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! GOD BLESS US!

Love,

Baby